I'm gonna cry until I can't anymore...
You are my big brother and are moving in a week. I feel like this is all happening way too fast. You have always been here for me whenever I needed you and now you are just going to be gone all of a sudden. I’m so happy for you but I’m not ready for you to go that far a way. I need my big brother close by not a million miles away. I guess you are just a phone call away now but it use...
I don’t know what it is about you but you just can’t seem to go away. The moment I think I’m okay and not thinking about you anymore you come back. I either want you to stay for an explanation or to leave and not come back. You eat me up inside. You are everything I have never wanted.
June 6, 2012
I want to talk to you so bad, but I wonder if you want to talk to me or if I ever go through your head. There might be other guys I could be with but whenever I’m with them I just think of you. I don’t understand why you are always in my head. Get out!! It pisses me off.